Feelin Unwell

Posted By Mama Sheng | Sept/12/2011

Normally when the Almighty want for us sick, we must accept with open hearts. But there are also sometimes peoples who do not understand our circumstances and say we are only pretending to be ill.Never mind .. They don't even know the real situations and they know all they said is all right and we were wrong.It is human nature got the attitude that so kan..hmmm.

Feelin Unwell

Alhamdulillah, I'm Pregnant! Now

Posted By Mama Sheng | Sept/14/2011

Alhamdulillah ... I got pregnant 6 weeks 5 days on September 14, 2011. Syukur To Almighty, I officially became pregnant women and expectant mothers as well of course. After waiting for nearly half a year, finally Allah S.W.T gave me a chance to get pregnant.

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Thursday, December 30, 2010

My New Years Resolution List

Posted by Mama Sheng ™ | At 10:16 AM 2

 Assalamualaikum semua....
Stay another day longer, the end of the year already,
My work has been completed
already,So starting today I have a lot of space.. hehe ..I could not imagine living just a a days we will start a new life in 2011 .. I started thinking about my resolutions for next year.resolution for this year there are more that I have not achieve ..and some that will not be forever ... I achieve more..
..(let it secret yer..can't shared).This determination list I have thought a week ago ..Hopefully the new year will arrive soon to take a variety of meanings for my life and can also be achieved..Amin!!

The list below are my those resolutions for the Next Year 2011 ;

Lose Weight
        (my weight seems to increase again..huhu)

I Want My Own Pink Lappy
(It has been awhile so ,I want to have my own laptop .. definitely the color pink..)

Exercise More
(I suppose I was always busy with work, no time to exercise ..but isn't the work is a workout, too? hehe)

Drink More Plenty Of Water
( Well family and friends said, I kind of dull,It may be less drinking of water daily. . hehe)

Earlier To Bed At Night
(want to learn to sleep earlier than usual.
eye-bug also increased.

Save More Money
(Next year if possible .. I want to be more prudent to buy only essential items only ..
This year I was very wasteful.
my saving had already become less safe.

Get Preggy
(Hah! which is hopefully in the most favored one.
it has come time for me to get a child.
and even then if there is provision for me lah.Insyallah..huhu

Do What's Right
(As long as this is indeed what is right but for next year I hope to make right it more .)

See More
(I lost many things,
so this time I will keep my eyes wide open..huhu

Do More
(Make a lot of good it seems..)

Wear Tudung
(Must do this,I dah sure about it)

Perform Solat 5 Times A Day
(This one also, I was learning again, will resume practicing it well.)

Be More Organize
(Let it be more and more organized lol..)

Laugh & Smile More
(want to smile and laugh more in the future.
do not want to upset nor tears again.
bole juga awet muda kan .. kan ...

Wow! what a long list of resolutions ..
Hopefully my wish will be come true lah..

What are your resolutions for the coming year later?

2011 is at the door…
Life is short, break the rules,
Forgive quickly,
love truly,
laugh uncontrollably,
never regret anything that made you smile.

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Monday, December 20, 2010

Resolution Which Had Long Delayed

Posted by Mama Sheng ™ | At 9:56 AM 0


Within a few days more we will go in 2011..time passes 
so quickly..Next year,I shall resolve to fulfill the long delayed resolution.Want to know too? Actually I want to change, wanted to wear a Tudung and so on..If God Willing,Insyallah!..Covered not only by those who are married, also in all the muslim women.Perhaps women today seem to be like me too,drifting away with the western culture ..Let 's pray may opened the door of their hearts to change some day ..

              Beside I already called a wife after all,big sin to my husband when showing parts of body (aurat ) to public other than him.I do not want to show it to be pious lah kan..Because I know who I am really.but it is true in the teachings of Islam, right?

       Although my husband never asks,scolds nor rage on how I dressed up or forced me to cover my Aurat, but I knew, deep down inside the corner of his heart ,he really want me to cover it .. (takot bini agaknya,so pendam jak la) ..hehehe..There is no husband in the world who like to share this show with her wife private parts to another man kan...No matter what that his wife is beautiful or not beautiful.Siapalah  tak sayang wife kan..

         Hah! One more thing,my husbands does not know yet about my intentions ni tau..Nak bagi suprise lah konon..Certainly he was surprised when he see his wife suddenly wear tudung. I wonder what he may react when see me like that . . .Wow! I was over-excited pulak..hikhik!!!.. 

I am aware of this,there are still too many things that I should learned. And I was still in the learning process right now .There are still many shortcomings,I hope to make it right also later. Maybe for other people, my determination was not Seberapa.tapi for me, it is very meaningful and things I should do from the beginning since the day..
Well,It's present at the time came for my turn to change.I am extremely grateful to Almighty God for opening my heart to change,also for giving me the opportunity to repent.I am grateful also to have been born in a harmonious family,supplied with religious education,there still have strong roots to hold back on track and back.My parents never tired to advise me to change.  Just as possible before, I was not aware of my own mistakes.  

Increasing age was already old enough for my taste..Say it enough for me so far been neglected my religious instruction.I was already satisfied with the life that I have experienced this before,which has destroyed my life,There is NO anything good that I got, but instead of going on and have my family involved with the trouble I made(That was my past I want to forget the most difficult,involving a friend who I dearly love and trusted most, as well as the same friend who had betrayed me in the end )..

I also influenced by western cultural life and have been negligent with my own culture.. do not perform religious prayers and to expose the Aurat ..I was already tired of showing my body with all the people.Already satisfied with the poke eye wear aka sexy .
             So next year will come,let it all covered as well .. for my husband eyes only,of a course .. huhu..

For those who hate me in silence .. Although I do not know what crime I have done against you, so treat me so ...
I have forgiven you even have to hate me.
Hopefully you do not disturb my life again.
and make a commotion in my family .. ok

May Allah Almighty have mercy on me to change ..

I really so hopefully in the coming new year,
would not appear again a painful and distressing situation that would happen to me and my dear family,
No more tears,
No more weeping,
No more disappointment & frustration,
No more treason & betrayal among friends,
No more persecution, & treats each family,
No more bitter memories, only the sweet memories,
Only which is just the joy,happiness, peace & enjoyment of all ,Amin!


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Monday, December 13, 2010

I've Raised My Hand - Have You?

Posted by Mama Sheng ™ | At 3:29 PM 0

Child abuse has become a daily reality for many children around the world. It affects children of all ages, cutting across all ethnic groups, nationalities and social contexts. Children face the risks of abuse in many situations and aspects of their lives.

Abuse violates children's rights to health, development and dignity, and destroys their lives. The impact and consequences endure long after the abuse has occurred and victims often experience life-long effects.

Crazy! emonya saya
I am grateful to have been born in a harmonious family,supplied with religious education, although sometimes drifting here and there but still have strong roots to hold back on track and back.Out there are too many of thirst and lack of knowledge and awareness of the unity and faith.Until willing to do what is worse, more cruel than beasts.

sexual abusing is the most cruel for me.My tears flowing when I heard or read about such things.

Sexual abuse of children is one of child abuse, and refer to any treatment of individuals who coerce, deceive, or intimidate the child that drives the sexual relationship with them, merely to satisfy the sexual desires.

Child sexual abuse includes:

Inserting objects or body parts into the vagina, mouth or anus,

Touch your private parts,
Showing pornographic materials to children.,
Taking pictures of children in sexual acts,
Encourage children to watch or listen to the sexual act,
Making obscene telephone calls,
Rubbing and exhibit pornographic actions,
Perform oral sex,

The incidence of child abuse has occurred in cases involving very heartbreaking.

Lost Cases of children, Nurin Jazlin, 8 years reported on August 20, 2007 after going to the night market alone near her home. On 20 September 2007, ie 30 days after his disappearance, the bodies of girls found in suitcases by an employee of a shop in Jalan PJS 1 / 48, Petaling Utama confirmed as Nurin.

A 10-year-old girl believed killed after rape in turn by three men, including a security guard at the 52-year-old electrical substation control booth Tenaga Nasional Berhad, the body of the victim, Nurul Huda Ghani, grade 4 students Tiram Duku Primary School has been found in naked bicycle while engaged in a hut outside the booth.

In January 2004, Harirawati Saridi, 10 years old, was found dead on the way to school. He is believed to have been raped and murdered in Kampung Ratau, Menggatal, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah.
Another child, Nurul Huda Abdul Ghani was found in a weakened state after the strangled, raped and sodomized in a security booth in the village of TNB Rekajang, Tanjung Kupang, Gelang Patah, Johor

Malaysian society today is faced with the increasing abuse treatment. Children aged 6 to 17 years are exposed to various forms of maltreatment, particularly emotional and mental.
Article "Understanding child abuse to the stabilization of the Child Act 2001" provides a number of factors that affect this case. 

Among them is the relationship with the perpetrator of the abuse perpetrator.include the relationship of parents, brothers, uncles and so forth. There is a fairly strong connection between the relationship with the perpetrator of abuse, especially physical abuse. Between mothers and fathers, mothers found more associated with the abuse because they are in charge and discipline of children. While the sexual abuse, the father and step-parents more often, namely 51.5 percent.

In addition, the age of the perpetrator. Studies in the West shows that over 62 percent of participants aged 30 years and below. In fact, their actions more than five times the actors age 31 to 50 years.

Among the factors that contribute to this behavior are: 

a high rate is probably much easier for young people to violence, 
exposure to a misunderstanding when early marriage, 
youth and young parents with small children at risk of abuse , and 
trend may be a new practice in today's society.

In addition, marital status abuser.Found that abuse is more often the victims when their parents are in the process of divorce, seeking a place to express their anger, frustration and revenge. Thus the child is in a very difficult conflict in their lives.

As a result, the educational level of secondary education abuser.Man more frequently abused because of depression is higher among school leavers. Those who could not find employment or income is less than the need to raise the children put pressure on his capacity as head of the family. Actors who are highly educated have no problem to get treatment at private clinics because they can afford.

The type of work is one perpetrators of the atrocities.Unemployment factor is a problem for young families. Pressure to live without working make panic and have to give thought to a disorder.Here the children are the victims. If there is no work, stress at work was the factor to this abuse.

Abuse housing types are also more common in slum areas and long houses. In slum areas, for example, the house is too tight and narrow road causing a child may be sexually abused.
Slum residents sometimes have to share a bathroom area that is exposed to the spying and taking advantage.In addition, the network sosial.
Neighbor and relatives are examples of social networks that exist within the community. The frequency of visiting, helping and working to make the relationships among social groups stronger and stronger.

However, life in the city that is more open to make a basic family is the best choice. However, the basic family of children no longer know, grandparent, uncle or aunt who have a relationship with them.There are many factors that lead to child abuse occurs. Relationship perpetrator and the victim can elaborate patterns of abuse that can be identified.

For cases involving Nurin, actors clearly had the intention of torturing the victim ..Murder has caused many people can not sleep because it involved torture and murder planned heartbreaking.

Abuse of any kind is an act which has the aim to destroy, injure or kill. Performers such as this should not be left free. This is enough to give a strong message to the public to view the sexually abused participants tracked, captured and brought to justice.

The situation of child abuse in Malaysia has reached alarming proportions. We, as a community, need to work together to check this trend and to end child abuse through:

    Increased public awareness and debate of the issue at all levels;
    Deeper engagement, commitment and involvement in the cause;
    Being active and proactive, and not keeping silent about abuse.

We need to work together to protect children in Malaysia and we encourage you

Lastly, Al-Fatihah to those who are victims of abuse, as well as small children who are victims of human greed thrown without mercy.

"Children are a gift of God to us, so we have to take care and give them proper instruction"

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Saturday, December 11, 2010


Posted by Mama Sheng ™ | At 1:05 PM 2

Want to know me more closely?Want to know about who I am the truth
The Real Me?

Thanks to Whitey Mommy for the inspiration .. not forgetting the original post owners Kak Wan.
Analysis about myself follow chronicle my Date Of birth ... but do not also believe in 100%..ok 
 Maybe a little or more information is incorrect.

Wince just think Its time passed. Close literacy, literacy closed it in the next few weeks 2011 will be upon us.This means that I was ascending a ladder to get older more.It is true, increasing age more and more responsibility?
hmm what can we do than just accept it was true..

Post that bold and  inside the blockquote It is about me.and further details are colored pink. Others than that just copy and paste from the web site analysis.

Let us read whether True or Not this analysis about me..


* GREAT and you certainly deserve to be GREAT. What you need to do is know yourself, polished, and highlight the potential that you identify and correct the negative things that are in you
* Together with the knowledge and guidance from those who have been successful, for-action plan and implement the plan are really hard-you-act it. God willing, thanks for your continued efforts that do not recognize the term despair and prayer that will never fail him, you will be able to get what you angani and aspire to.
* A little pearls said to be shared as you are a GREAT incentive to this:
* "No matter how bad it is and how bad it gets, you're going to make it."
* "Winners never quit, Quitters never win."



BIRTH DATE: 10 - 3-1984

GENDER: Female

HEIGHT: 154 cm





True lah ..
No.8 is my luckiest No for me.


 This is the fire element they are aggressive, courageous (Yes,I am sure enough) selfish (just a little), stubborn (confirmed), and also believe in yourself (nowadays, it's hard to believe in someone other than yourself )..

KEY FEATURES: Responsibility and pressure

All those who know me say it .. pressure is already become part of my life.However, I can pass quietly.

Synopsis: Preferred as responsible,but a lot of pressure.

I do not know, they like that kind of attitude I have.
Pressure please do not leave me .. hehehe

GENERAL DEFINITIONS: Responsible, quiet but friendly people, reliable, keep friends, blurred.
Responsible for the truth only. 
 Quiet but friendly people - hmm maybe they'd rather I did not say anything because they are willing to be my friend .. hehe.
 Reliable - I kind of do not like injustice friends or relatives. But I believe they had been ill for me .. I wonder why .. huhu.
Defense right Of friends - that was my attitude is that first, but not anymore .. dark memories of that comes from my close friend was forced to made me to change.. 
Blurred - haha! that this is true at all.I sometimes get blurred.

COLOUR: Red, pink, orange and purple.
My favorite color is perfect, but orange is just not true.

Status Body Mass Index (BMI):24 => Normal (ideal weight). Maintain a healthy lifestyle through healthy eating and balanced diet and exercising at least 3 times a week.
 My weight has decreased lately.
Also have less appetite.
Family and friends said I might be pregnant. Is it true? hmm seems I got to go to the clinic to confirm it first.
hehe ...

GENERAL DISEASE: Heart disease, cardiovascular disease, chest pain, blood circulation, insomnia (difficulty sleeping).

Heart & Cardiovascular Disease - No Way! .. Ya Allah S.W.T, I shall ask away from all these diseases and my body is healthy.
Chest pain, Blood circulation-that this was undoubtedly my childhood disease.
Insomnia (difficulty sleeping) - The disease of my youth till now still can not sleep at night.The earliest I go to bed at 2 am.


A popular (whether realized or not realized).
(Really? I never knew about this.)Stressed in planning but there is no progress in the future.(That is indeed true .. sometimes I make the plan but ultimately failed ... huhu),In an easily bored (I do not know why, I am sometimes easily bored with something), Looking For success (no man in the world who do not want to find their own success. I am among those who want to succeed in life and the Hereafter),Like to work quickly ,but always dealing with obstacles (That this is true as well.I just kind of do a job,that can be quickly completed. So fast break as well.I do not like to delay the work.but every time I want to expedite a job, there must be a block. I was fortunate to also pass all the obstacles that exist.),Emotional and No Patient (Yes again..I was not a patient, if there are things that I ordered made,I want them to continue to make and ready it.Emotions can control a little.but if the period comes, it's better not to mess.it may have a louder commotion.), Easy to anger(Right again.I have tried to control my attitude is easily upset.Perhaps this kind of element fire .always hot right?), Often not at home / office (Of course I Do , I go to the office during the day, coming home after dark.sometimes in my office ,am out also because customers want to see , want to attend seminars or any event that requires me to go..), Need to work hard and traveled a lot in life(Exactly .. I have to work hard for the sake of my family. after all my parents have aged.beside am also the oldest child, though am already married, my responsibility as the eldest I never ignore.time has come for me as a child also will support my parents now on),lots of creative ideas(Hah! I always like to give creative ideas with anyone who is willing to receive it.),Hard path to get rich(Probably Yes ..But it does not matter if not to enjoy the wealth of the world.at least I would be called rich too. . rich with love..)
really like chestnuts(
What is wrong for chestnutsing?), Along with dignitaries / VIP, easily won the trust of superiors. Money spent for a superior shopping / renown(Ish! just ridiculous ..I am not willing to get along with VIPs, when my money run out for their shopping. well I finished shopping with family or myself.well worth it right..),Easily sabotaged and sabotage(Yay! .. I am not the kind it is ..I am easily sabotaged,that's true, it was always exposed.but sabotage people, I did not dare to do it..),Very active movement of money, money is easily available but lavishly.(Precisely,Normally a woman, when shopping, No.1..kinds to be purchased.from the head to foot.
24 hours shopping not even tired .. hahaha!)


(CAREER FIT)Food, restaurants ( My 1st Job ), newspapers, magazines, telecommunications
(my current job under this category), aviation,airlines (also want to wait to try this work), cargo, oil and gas, power generating plants, power cables, fuel, cosmetics (my side job), branding, public relations, advertising, labor, fast food, cafeteria, fashion, lighting, serbanika shops, clothing jewelry ( My 2nd job ), guns, hot drinks, designers, writers, filmmakers, nurses, collecting funds, receptionists ( My 3rd Job ), a psychologist.

(CAREER BEST)Service-based business,Internet (Hmm, seems I have to try to do business via the internet .. Does anybody want to give suggestions of what business should I do? Hehe ...)Law firms, banks, financial institutions, tax liens, government officials, guns, hunting, fencing, exercise equipment, automotive industry, electrical equipment, labor, finance, stock agents, law enforcement, police, science centers and research, machinery , transportation, engineering, mining, jewelry, a security guard.

We have already reached the end of the analysis .. Hopefully this information helps the reader get to know the real me.
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Anyone want to try analyze your's, can visit HERE.Enjoy guyz ..

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